I really hope the world ends, very soon. Not a quick end either. No “sun bursting and obliterating everything a mile deep into the ground” kind of end. I want a disease, perhaps the zombie apocalypse scenario, to slowly wipe out and torture our terrible race. It tickles the regions of my brain that produce rage when people try to talk about any issue and put forward a solution and flirt with a blame. I don’t care about what happened years ago, whatever who did to who and how horrible it was. Change any insignificant event and you can bet if the other hand had the upper, they would do the same fucking thing. It may have not always been human nature to be destructive in all matters of the word, but it sure has evolved into that after thousands of years of getting it wrong. Everyone is wrong, everyone. Every solution is outweighed by its inevitable failure, whether it may take days, months, years, centuries. Maybe if one day EVERY SINGLE human on the planet decided: Hey, maybe what I care about doesn’t mean a fucking a thing. Maybe I should be ok that other people will do things I don’t like. Maybe I should not try to change them, or get mad at them, maybe I should embrace them. Maybe our mores have gone to far? Maybe even if these codes have been around for so long, I along with everyone else should let them go. Our ancestors did a very good job at fucking everything up for everyone alive and yet to be alive. I say we should forget history, for the sake of the future. Let these burning, age-old hatreds die away, even if the actions were horrific. Should we be responsible for everything other people did before us? If we continue to let their influence hang over our entire species (not race), yes.
I don’t think we will ever rid the planet of this haze.
First, there are those who still hold the upper today. The rich, the leaders of all the governments and corporations. They love this awful system, they flourish in it. They indirectly divide us, while proclaiming to unite us. Fuck them. They need to be changed, they need to be torn down.
But hey maybe one day this happens. Maybe the system of government doesn’t involve money at all. I still think the shit will stink. I think that people will still get upset about stupid meaningless crap that happened years ago and still lingers today. One group will inherently hate something another does. I just wish everyone could shut the fuck up and worry about the benefit of each other. Not the benefit of one group, one race, one creed, one gender, one sexuality, but every god damn one. One group wants it, give it to them, so long as it doesn’t affect the basic moral codes. If I could pinpoint these codes I would say murder, violence (other than sport), stealing. That’s it. Oh I’m sorry you don’t like profanity? Deal with it. Oh you don’t like that people of the same gender FUCK? Deal with it. Oh you don’t like that someone voices their opinion no matter what it reflects? Deal with it. Learn to accept and not get upset.
I believe humor might save us. I believe that the day we can laugh about anything with anyone will be the day we might have a chance.
But I do not believe this will be achieved. I want a front row seat to the end of the world. I wanna see all of us, including myself, burn. I only wish that those who slowly carved this life for us were around to burn with us.
If this does happen within my lifetime, I will not reflect what I think humanity should be. I’m going to reflect what it has been. Maybe someone will see the inhumanity in me during this hour of the end, and survive, and choose to live for the benefit of all.